~Liyana~
- Don't even bother asking your friends out, coz they'll never be free
- Just wait for them to call you out, coz if they don't then it means they have other plans...
- You are actually alone in this world, and u only exist when they need you..
- If you can't get anyone to go out with you.. go out yourself.. and emo along the way...
- My mum is awesome.. she's always there to support me and hear my complains.. and she's always helping me with everything....
- Not having a laptop is sucky and it's hard not to be able to do assignments..
- Don't hope on other people too much,.. they'll just end up disappointing you in the end...
- i hate people who say ok at frst.. and after five minutes they give an excuse saying they can't... =.='
- i realized that i don't have many friends...
~Anayil~
well about my birthday... i felt it was kinda lonely... kinda sad actually. don't know y.. well midnight of my birthday i was with Gary and Omar who really cheered me up and made me laugh..!! :D thanx guys!! appreciate it..
next mornin i was home till about 12 wen i decided not to spend my birthday at home.. i mean it's my birthday ryte!! i'm NOT gona stay home for gods sake..i msged a num of people... well unfortunately no one was free.. so i had to go myself... i went to pyramid... along the journey i met a gurl whom i always c taking d same bus she smiled at me n we started talking.. i even had lunch wif her and her fren.. coz we ended up going to the same place... weird huh?? spending ur birthday wif STRANGERS.. :S
den zuzu came to pick me at 430 instead of 4.. as usual... late.. wich made my mood even worst.. sorie b.. just felt super emo and lonely dat day.. :( but i was suprised with the cupcakes!! i love them!! appreciate it.. oo n i love the card u gave me too.. sweet.. :)
we went to Bon Odori.. a Japanese festival.. Jue was suppose to come.. but she didn't.. sad!! it seemed that nothing was really goin my way... anyway.. i still enjoyed the japanese food and the company of my bf even though it was just for a short while....
gahh!! i'm stil tinkin of my lappie!!! my assignments!! i want to cry!! huhuhuhu!!! i hope Omar will be able to save my files or i'm gonna have to do it all over again... sigh...
i want to post up pics but zuzu has my camera wire.. i'll post up the pics on my next post yea.. :)
~Liyana~
Instead u tell me dat i'm careless.. u tell me dat i don't care!! u make me feel even worst than i did before... :( i feel bad enuf already... i'm sorie if i interrupted u at work.. shudnt hv said anything in the frst place... from now on i'll be quiet.. i'll hide my feelings.. i'll hide my problem... n i'll be happy all the time.. for u!!! i'll TRY to be happy all the time.. but i must say.. i'm not very good at acting my life... my facial expressions can't seem to hide the feelings.. but i'll TRY...
~AnayiL~
Plans for saturday:
If zuzu DOESN"T hv class:
- wake up
- hv breakfast
- get out of the house
- go somewer... ANYWER!!
- go japanese festival to take photos wif jue n geng
- hv dinner...
- not come back till the next day...
if zuzu DOES hv class:
- wake up
- hv breakfast
- find sumone to hang wif
- den get out of the house!!
- if no one to go out wif..
- STILL get out of the house!!
- go ANYWER!
- go wif the flow....
- not come back till next day
on second thought.... wake up n GET OUT of the house straightaway!!
Liyana!!
yes???
are u home now??
=.=' NO!! i'm still at the post ofiz paying the bills...
stupid question!!!
ishh!!!
annoying!!!
i wanna get out!!!!
dis saturday... i don't care!! u don't exist!!
~Anayil~
it was 6+ pm and zuzu was on the way back from class(UM)
me: B.. i'm soo bored!!! lets go jln kaki to lrt station.. den we take lrt all the way to gombak and back.. n den we jln kaki balik again!! :D
zuzu:okay.. get ready.. i pick u now..
me: r u serious?!?!?! now?!?!
zuzu: yeala.. ready tau...
so i went to tell oma i'm goin out n i wanted to ride the lrt to the end.. den oma said.. "go n eat frst ders so much food in the fridge" but i told her zuzu is coming now.. i didntwant t hurt her feelings so i went downstairs to prepare the chicken for sandwhiches.. all of a sudden... ZUZU called!! he was outside n i wasn't ready!! god.. wel in the end he had to hv dinner wif me n my grandmother.. haha!! i don't tink he had much fun... LOL
ANYWAY!!... we really did gon ride the lrt all the way to Gombak and back..although we didnt walk der coz it was dark.. heh... :D we manage to stand at the front window when goin back.. which was kinda fun looking at all the lights and buildings... goin into the tunnel and all.. heeeee...... mcm naik roller coaster ade jugak.. haha!!
owhh!! n we had dis ice tingy which had watermelon flavor!!!!!!!!!! *drooooooooool*
i can't believe my boyfriend actually agreed to my crazy ideas... haha.. i'm so grateful dat he can put up to my random crazyness... happy!!!!! :D:D Luv u b!!!!
~Liyana~
owh and i attended my aunts wedding in Kuching.. it was a nice simple wedding.. i ;likeeee... :) best part.. i got to do inai!! wee hahaha
tata!!
~Liyana~ tata
~LIyana~
Chapter 1
He's Just Not That Into You If He's Not Asking You Out
because if he likes you, trust me, he will ask you out
men find it very satisfying to get what they want
if a guy truly likes you, but for personal reasons, needs to take things slow, he will let you know immediately. He won't keep you guessing because he'll want to make sure you don't get frustrated and go away.
don't let him trick you into asking you out
men, for most part, like to pursue women
an excuse is a polite rejection. Men are not afraid of "ruining the friendship."
you are good enough to be asked out.
Chapter 2
He's Just Not That Into You If He's Not Calling You
men know how to use the phone
when you like someone, they just don't slip your mind
you know they mean it when they actually do what they said they were going to do
men are never too busy to get what they want
if he's not calling you, it's because you are not on his mind
if he's choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a recurring fight, then he doesn't respect your feelings and needs
you deserve a fucking phone call
Chapter 3
He's Just Not That Into You Is He's Not Dating You
"hanging out" is not dating
a man who's really into you is going to want you all to himself
better than nothing is not good enough for you!
if you don't know where the relationship is going, it's okay to pull over and ask
there's a guy out there who will want to tell everyone he's your boyfriend
Chapter 4
He's Just Not That Into You If He's Not Having Sex With You
when men like you, they want to touch you, always
if a man is not trying to undress you, he's just not that into you
if you're tempted to spend countless nights just cuddling with someone, buy a puppy
there's someone out there that does want to have sex with you, hot stuff. but I dont think this is necessary though. I mean if you dont want to have sex and if ur partner insisted of having means he's a fucking ass hole. leave him immediately.
Chapter 5
He's Just Not That Into You If He's Having Sex With Someone Else
there's never going to be a good excuse for cheating
cheating doesn't just "happen". It was planned and executed with the full knowledge that it could end your relationship
cheating is a complete betrayal of trust
100% of guys polled said that they have never accidentally slept with anyone
Chapter 6
He's Just Not That Into You If He Only Wants To See You When He's Drunk
if he likes you, he'll want to see you when his judgment isn't impaired
it doesn't count unless he says it when he's sober
drinking and drug use are not a path to one's innermost feelings
you deserve to be with someone who doesn't have to get loaded to be around you
Chapter 7
He's Just Not That Into You If He Doesn't Want To Marry You
love cures commitment phobia
don't spend your time on and give your heart to any guy who makes you wonder about anything related to his feelings for you
if you don't feel like you're rushing, why are you waiting?
there's a guy out there who wants to marry you
Chapter 8
He's Just Not That Into You If He's Breaking Up With You
"i don't want to go out with you" means just that
always be classy. Never be crazy
a breakup is a definitive action, not a democratic one
breakup sex means you're still broken up
cut him off. Let him miss you
Chapter 9
He's Just Not That Into You If He's Disapppeared On You
sometimes you have to get closure all by yourself
there's nothing worse than hving no answer. No answer is your answer.
don't give him the chance to reject you again
there's no mystery-he's gone and he wasn't good enough for you
Chapter 10
He's Just Not That Into You If He's Married (And Other Insane Variations Of Being Unavailable)
if you're not able to love fully, it's not really love
he's married
unless he's all yours, he's still hers
don't be that girl
Chapter 11
He's Just Not That Into You If He's A Selfish Jerk, A Bully, Or A Really Big Freak
if you really love someone, you want to do things to make that person happy
you are the catch
life is hard enough as it is without choosing someone difficult to share it with
